Found..

It was interesting to find this blog that I never thought existed.
It was completely different from the one I had found before and saw.

That was the other me and this is the other me.
 I think that makes a balance or rather both are reflective of me.

The screams that I had seem more vivid here but it sound more angry that I was.
The other seem calmer but more thoughts than usual.
Both are part of me.

It is more surprising to note that I have this blog yet not really continued..
Actually I know why... it is that part of me that prefer to remain private.
The part of me that prefer to write it and burn it,
compared to write it and any one can read about it.

However, perhaps both exist to balance me.

Enjoy both while I can or care to .. but like I always think..
any parts of all these writing may have changed and may not be as accurate
but it denotes that particular day, that particular moments and that particular thoughts.
Not being responsible for my words? 
Perhaps but I am true to them at that moment when I write it.